the more things change...

so... I wanted to make an end of the year / new years post or some shit like that... but I've been... busy... ok... lazy... for the most part... but still... time got away from me...

I want to blog... I really do... I have stuff to say and pictures to post... but because a certain someone cannot let things go and refuses to go away... I am reluctant to say much about my personal life...

bridges were burned... and I don't believe I was the one who lit the match... I could be wrong... but what-the-fuck-ever... I certainly wasn't the one to pour gasoline on it at any rate...

and I know she's come here... and I KNOW she's still snooping...

and it's sad and pathetic... and a whole lot of fucked up...

but... whatever...

I've got some sadness in my life right now... my family's old english sheepdog Hailey (who turns 12 on Feb 5) is in the doggie hospital and is having much difficulties... they think she had a heart attack... and her kidney's and pancreas are failing...

she's responding to the medicine... and the doctor says she's stabilized... but we're all still really worried... we can't see her cause it'll upset/excite her... and we can't take her home until monday at least... I've never had to deal with a pet dying... and it's breaking my heart... we don't want to put her to sleep... especially since it seems like she's fighting for life... but if she's suffering... we don't want to cause any more pain...

::sniff::

anyway... any good pet vibes would be greatly appreciated... my Hailey bear isn't ready to go to that great doggie park in the sky just yet...