my GAWD february is almost over...

yo...

just had to post that picture (I'm drinking it right now) and yes... the bottle is the only reason I bought the water... but I'll prob reuse it... so... its tasty and I'm recycling... hehe... anyway...

hi... how are you...

I'm better... after two months of INSANE headaches I FINALLY got the right meds (I'm hoping)... I saw a lame doctor who misdiagnosed me and gave me something that made the headaches WORSE...

now I've got severe hypertension headaches and am taking blood pressure meds (the lame doctor gave me something that made my blood pressure sky rocket) and midrin...

I'm feeling better... but I need to cut back the caffeine...

yea... so... I have to go to court today... to meet the ex... and sign divorce papers... only I'm kinda pissed cause he was supposed to do this with me in the beginning of january and now we won't be officially divorced until like september... which... GRRR...

we've been pretty civil with the whole thing... and as part of our division of assets... I agreed to return the diamond that was in my engagement ring... since it was a family heirloom (it was the diamond in his grandmothers engagement ring after all) and I NEVER had ANY intention of keeping that...

back in december I told him I would get it taken out of the setting and return it to him when we meet up to sign the papers...

on friday he sends me an email that says "no diamond... I do not sign"

yea... fuck you too asshole...

I was PISSED...

as you can imagine...

like I wanted to keep his FAMILIES diamond...

what an ass...

I ripped him a new one in an email... and he called back... all appologetic saying I took it in a manner that wasn't intended... um... how else does one take a statement like that...

jerkface...

I'm still mad about it... but I'm in a better place now... so I'm going to forgive him...

if we'd met up on friday... I probably would have punched him in the face... but you know... heat of the moment and all...

plus I'm REALLY pissed that I will still technically be his wife for another 6 months... why can't we just go to court and I can say "I hate you" and we can be done with it... the 6 month waiting period is in case of reconciliation or some other such bullshit...

grrrr...

yay mondays :

song of the moment: More Than A Feeling - Boston

Happy VD

Hope you have a nice Valentine's Day...

or as my friend likes to call it "Singles Awareness Day"

Don't do anything I wouldn't do...

(oh and WTF is up with this ARCTIC WIND)

Song of the Moment: There She Goes - The LA's

whats up buttercup...

just thought i'd check in... you know... say hi...

been busy at work... I'm only just now getting better... I think I've been sick since before xmas... which... no one should have to deal with that...

I've got two new bosses... here's to hoping that they're better than my old ones... without getting into it tooo much... one of them was just an all around bone smoker... sheriff douche bag if you will... and I felt like he was picking on me... and he basically screwed up my hours last year and cost me money and got me on warning... and grrr... he's no longer MY direct manager... so... YAY...

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we've been teaching Toby all kinds of tricks... he's so smart... it only takes him a day or two to get it... he knows sit... beg... shake paws... lay down... fancy dance... and we're in the middle of teaching him to crawl... he's sooo cute...

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I finally got my new 160 gig ipod classic up and running... only my computer is being a bitch for some reason and not putting on all my music and video on it when I sync up... gotta figure THAT out later... and it sucks cause almost all my cds are in storage and I only have a fraction on my computer... so if you... say... wanted to send some mp3s my way... it would be much appreciated... wink wink nudge nudge...

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OOH I just finished reading His Dark Materials Trilogy (The Golden Compass was book one) and I really enjoyed it... but I don't think there's a chance in hell that book two will be made... basically... james bond (whats his face...) plays a guy who want to finish the war that the angels started against god... the Golden Compass (the book... not the movie) ends with him MURDERING a 12 year old boy in order to get to another universe where he can build his army to take down heaven once and for all... oh and HE'S the good guy... and the journey his daughter Lyra must take to fullfill her destiny and save all life in existence...

the 1st movie (and book) was a little more stubtle in its "god must be destroyed" message... but yea... don't know how they could possibly veil THAT in the sequel...

the books are really fun though... I can totally see reading them to my own kids one day...

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kinda on that subject... you know how EVERYONE seems to be pregnant in Hollywood right now (or just popped out a kid)... is it just me... or heh... maybe it IS just me (tick tick tick) but I've been thinking about babies alot lately... not that I want one right NOW...

but you know... I'm just thinking about the future... I'm not OLD (28 natch)... but I remember I used to say I wanted to have a baby before I was 30... which is 2 years away... so I don't know about that goal...

but... I think I'd be a good mom... and my life is settling into something really great right now... I'm really happy... and maybe I'm just nesting heh... I dunno...

anyways... enough rambling...

I probably should get back to work... heh...

Song of the Moment: Lovefool - The Cardigans